Maybe it's only going to last a little bit. Last time it seemed to have lasted weeks. I keep asking myself how I think I can keep doing this over and over. Is it fair?
When things are rough all the attention has to be directed at him. By now I know I can't have feelings unless I want to make things worse, but today I'm in pain. I can't even be sick? I don't get it. As much as I'd love to give you all of my attention and devotion there's times when I can't. When I need to be cared for, not these negative attitudes.
Sometimes I just wish I could escape for a bit. Just go for a drive and clear my head. But I can't even do that.
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