Come back to me.

Ive been asking him all day why's he's not talking or why he's acting blah and distant but all I get is denial.. trying to start a conversation was a fail. Trying to turn him on in the middle of a day was a fail.
Ugh... I pray the last couple days weren't too good to be true.

I'm trying.... your not the only one with Insecurities.
But for some reason every time I tell you what's bothering me ..you act dumb...denial. and it gets turned on me.
Obviously you don't realize I've been watching the situation all day. So your excuses are silly.
This is just me venting.
I just want my old joey ... where is he? The one the could make me feel like a million dollars on the worst of days. The one who could keep his hand off me ... always had to have atleast an ARM around me.  Maybe he forgot how we had to fight for just a kiss. How falling asleep in eachothers arms was yet a dream we both had. 

What's going on here?

Am I being avoided by the man I live with? There's more times in the day where it's nearly impossible to start a conversation. Everyone's else you can chat up a storm with. Are we becoming strangers?
Even the sex is different then It was a couple months ago.
Are your feelings lost? Is it just the medicine? I'm sitting here trying to convince myself it's just my head but its almost a daily routine now.... And the weirdness with the cell phone? Do I say something.
No... Because I don't want to fight... And I don't want to know. I pray every night while I can't shut off my mind that its just me worrying too much. Please lord.... Let it just be me.... Make it go away. Bring my Joey back

I feel like an outcast here. Honestly I hate living in this house. There's too many people and at the end of the day I don't even think a majority of them like me. My bills have out weighed our income and frankly were depending now of money that isn't even coming until god knows when. I'm too stressed.

Something fishy is going on and its more then obvious your up to no good