I lied. He's the death of me. Because when he's mine I'm alive. He's my life. He's my pills that take away my pain.
Everything is crumbling under my feet.  How can we let this fall apart? How can we just walk away knowing it was the best thing in both of our lives. Granted....I guess we forgot how hard we fought for this and how rare of a love we had. Well never find it again. Just like the lotto it came so fast..it only happens once and before you know it...its gone.
How am I ever going to move on. 
All I want isn't for seen in the near future.  So all I can do is sign over my rights and leave both my hearts to a better life without me.  The thought is burning a hole in my mind. The plan is all thought out. The hurt is already consumed my soul months ago. All is left to do is leave my regrets on a peice of paper and just do what my demons have been ordering me to do.